Chucks

Chucks (I don't mean the nickname, I mean the animal) sleep when winter comes. It is very unfortunate that inside me there is a chuck that begins to feel like losing energy when winter comes and just wants to sleep. It's been years and always the same. It begins to get colder and chuck wants to climb in a huge bed and find it warm and cozy for the next three months. With the begin of February it is okay to slowly wake up, but in between, it's just much too cold. I already miss the warmth and feel the cold. I wish I'd be more of a wolf who stays warm in winter. Maybe I just need one to give me warmth every day. Maybe he's just too far right now. So I should find the sun somewhere else: Inside me.