Count your blessings

Land of your soul

You may belong in a different place. But where?
The land of the soul can be such a different land, with the same hearties, but with such a different shape.

Just weather

 

Some days of this outside, that's just the weather.

Some days of this on the inside, that's just weather? The mind does not always think sharp and clear on it's surface, sometimes its sharpness and clarity works in the subconscious. Sometimes, our daytime thoughts are clear. Sometimes, our dreams at night are sharper. The weather of the mind.

Spirals of thoughts

The lights are on, but you're not home
Your mind is not your own
Your heart sweats, your body shakes
Another kiss is what it takes

You can't sleep, you can't eat
There's no doubt, you're in deep
Your throat is tight, you can't breathe
Another kiss is all you need

You like to think that you're immune to the stuff, oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're going to have to face it, you're addicted to love

(Florence and the Machine)

Love is a gift, and it's also not for free.

Love is the strongest thing in the whole universe. Love influences everything. "I wouldn't drown my luck in my ideals." This is the goal. To not drown and not hurt. I don't have to bend to love. I have to accept it. For this I have to change. To mature. To only listen to the important voices. Bending hurts, and now it hurts. This can't be endured for long. For the long, change and trust. Changing attitudes towards my principles, adapting principles, not bending to something and then bending back. This would tear one apart eventually. No - changing the view means to mature and to let go. To not be afraid. To not make problems, where there don't has to be the pain of problem.

Love is a gift, and it's also not for free. And we shall try to let it flow through us in a way that we become free - even if sometimes, this feels like the hardest thing in the world, when this love running thorugh you shows you how much anxiety you really set up.

Tenderness, melt our obstacles.

Love should burn out fear. Sometimes, they battle.
If these are demons, let us feed them with love and caress them so they grow too small to matter.One can not undo this. Love flares. Tenderness, melt our obstacles.

Afraid of fantasies coming true.
Horrified of the perspectives looming out of them.

Dear around us

I hope he gently leads me towards my way or on my way to the destination where I can fulfill my tasks best, and feel him and lose the regrets and fears. And though I'm afraid, I am willing to go this way. It just requires being brave, trust - give me a little more of that, please.

What's good for me

Born with enough brain cells to think
but no filters to spare my nerves.

she said do the opposite of what you want to have and you'll get it

Let's not waste who we are

Let you be

Even in the most wicked of walnuts
I want to bring the light back into your eyes
But if you are sad in this very moment
be sad

Undress vanity

Vanity can be like a doll that prances around in your head. Make sure when you undress these dolls, they're still of beauty - not vanity.