my feet on the brakes of a ferrari, that's how it felt like
your example of lifting the foot from the brake changed that
i feel like a clamped coil about to backfire into unleash in ecstasy, fireworks, high on hormones, thoughts and being alive

Your tree

Your branches spread out explosively following the root impulse of clear intuition, the tree grows and grows. You rise into the sky faster than bamboo. I love living in your tree, spread my wings to another place for a while, but every day I fly around your tree and sometimes I sit on the newer twigs and sway with your strong hold in the wind and am in awe and in love abbout all the fresh buds and branches. There I want to be, in your crown, the top of your tree, there I want to make my nest. And once I'm ready, the bird will fly to wherever your branches have spread and if your whisper allows, let myself land up there and sing my song all over your miracle.

i don't have to be a soldier.

stop.

breath.

there's the non soldier.
in the battlefield.

'get out of there!'

your call saved me.
i'm not leaving soon enough for you.
you hate to see me suffer
i love you even more for that
but you saved me.
all my life you'll have my love for that
the universe brought you to me
and i want to be your joy, melt away the sadness
and as i come into your life again, if you let me, this is what i'll do

God's touch said
be still
child
be still
the universe means it good
with both of you

Die Gehirntentakel

Identität ist etwas Überpersönliches
Ja und Nein sind nichts Unversöhnliches
Schwarz und Weiß sind beide Licht
Und die Nonexistenz, die gibt es nicht

und so vereinst du den Schein mit dem Sein
demontierst dein altes Heim um dein Wesen zu befreien
(Was redest du für Scheiße?
Wie wär's wenn ich dich einfach beiße?)

Sie bemerken dass das Fallen zu Schweben wird
wenn man aufhört sich an Dingen festzukrallen

(Käptn Peng und Die Tentakel von Delphi)

Reaction is in your hands, what others do isn't

The leader of this constellation is pretty much him. He can be a master at handling it to pure collaboration in a very delicate subtlety, if this is his will. 

Meanwhile I do my thing. I feel such a love for me, such a strength, and I'll be fine - there's a deep knowing in my heart about that.

We're alike

'Hey welcome to waking up to the world of the instinct, it's normal little bird... you're not an alien, we're all like this.'