Land of your soul

You may belong in a different place. But where?
The land of the soul can be such a different land, with the same hearties, but with such a different shape.

Just weather

 

Some days of this outside, that's just the weather.

Some days of this on the inside, that's just weather? The mind does not always think sharp and clear on it's surface, sometimes its sharpness and clarity works in the subconscious. Sometimes, our daytime thoughts are clear. Sometimes, our dreams at night are sharper. The weather of the mind.

Spirals of thoughts

The lights are on, but you're not home
Your mind is not your own
Your heart sweats, your body shakes
Another kiss is what it takes

You can't sleep, you can't eat
There's no doubt, you're in deep
Your throat is tight, you can't breathe
Another kiss is all you need

You like to think that you're immune to the stuff, oh yeah
It's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
You know you're going to have to face it, you're addicted to love

(Florence and the Machine)

Love is a gift, and it's also not for free.

Love is the strongest thing in the whole universe. Love influences everything. "I wouldn't drown my luck in my ideals." This is the goal. To not drown and not hurt. I don't have to bend to love. I have to accept it. For this I have to change. To mature. To only listen to the important voices. Bending hurts, and now it hurts. This can't be endured for long. For the long, change and trust. Changing attitudes towards my principles, adapting principles, not bending to something and then bending back. This would tear one apart eventually. No - changing the view means to mature and to let go. To not be afraid. To not make problems, where there don't has to be the pain of problem.

Love is a gift, and it's also not for free. And we shall try to let it flow through us in a way that we become free - even if sometimes, this feels like the hardest thing in the world, when this love running thorugh you shows you how much anxiety you really set up.

Tenderness, melt our obstacles.

Love should burn out fear. Sometimes, they battle.
If these are demons, let us feed them with love and caress them so they grow too small to matter.One can not undo this. Love flares. Tenderness, melt our obstacles.